Our Rocky Month

Dear Amazing -

This month has been a difficult one for us - maybe, the most difficult since we have been together. We found out 2 weeks ago that there was something wrong with the pregency and we have now lost our little bundle. I know that we are both so sad....

I just wanted you to know a few things.

1. I am so proud of you! Sweetheart, years ago when we first got together I told you that I loved the way that you handle things with Grace and Beauty! You have done it again. I have been amazed at how you have been so strong through this. You have been so brave and I have been so impressed by you.

2. I love you so much - and I always will no matter what! You are my best friend and my soul mate. Sweetheart, I want you to know that there is nothing that you could do that would make my love for you lessen. I love you unconidtionally.

Amazing - I love you and I know that together we can overcome anything. Thank you for being my wife and my best friend!

Ace

One Last Hunt!

Dear Mother Hen -

Yesterday we celebrated easter with our church and had one finally easter egg hunt for the kids. I took this quick picture with you and wanted to post it here. I love this picture with you and Kaiden and how you helped him to find all his eggs. I love you and I love our special days together.

Our Family Tradition - Easter Egg Hunting

Dear Easter Bunny -

This past weekend we celebrated Easter with the family and WOW what a weekend. On Saturday we went to a park outside of DC and had our family pinic and then hide the eggs from the kids. You and I hide almost 80 eggs and found them all except for 4. I always enjoy our family pinics - even if we have to do them inside on occasion because of the weather.

I took each of the kids picture by the Washington Monument, but I thought Kaiden was cute in the way that he just sat down. I so enjoy this baby and I so enjoy our family. Thank you for being such a great mom and for helping us to have such a great family!

We also read a special little book to kaiden and the kids during lunch called the "Little Red Caboose." Of course you know that this is the book we are sending to our parents to tell them the news that you are going to be having another special baby to add to the Gosnell family.

After we finished with the hunt we drove into DC and got on the Metro to eat at Union Station. I enjoyed leading my family through the crowds at the Cherry Blossom festival. I still remember our first trip to DC and how special that was for us. Everytime I am in DC I think back to that trip and how much we were in love and we just wanted to be together. I still feel that way....

At Union Station we told the kids the news and they were greatly excited. I love how we treat special things as special. Then we headed back to watch the fireworks over the river. We found this special spot and enjoyed the warmth and lights of DC.

Then we headed home. I love you so much and I love our special memories and moments.